Our First Hello
It was one of my ordinary Thursday afternoon watching a regular telenovela on t.tv. when an expected call came to me. It was a call center company telling me to come to their office somewhere in Ortigas to have my formal application. it took me sometime to realize what was the caller is telling me. and i smiled to myself when my mind finally absorbs the news., it is so happen that i mockingly sent my resume to them thru email a week ago. the next day i have found myself looking for thier office. I had passed their initial interviews and examination even the typing and phone assimilation tests. But when the internet using test came next, apparently failed it. for the mere reason of not knowing how the internet works.Well anyway I still have my fallback, I am actually a land title fixer.
It so happen that my brother in law is a real computer fascinated, so he had given me all his patience in teaching. He explains to me how internet is working, making my own mails sending it and the whole package of the internet usage. Because of my eagerness to learn and the fast learner in nature I understands finally the capacity of internet surfing. And even introduced myself to the wanders of chatting. Thank's to my brother in law. I have found myself enjoying making friends all over the world. All kinds of people, their nationality and culture. I rightly say that chatting has two kinds of faces. The one is the brighter side and the not so bright. Some people in the chat room are good, friendly and warm accomodating but some are mean, conceited and talks only about sex all the time.I was being lucky enough to often bumping in with the Indian people. They are nice, warn and friendly. Though I am old enough to be innocent with some adult talk but still i am. Friendship is what I am really looking for also comfort and fun but only clean good fun.
And then one night I met this guy. He is good in speakingwith. He is an Indian national, working as a computersoftware engineer in Qatar. He is younger than I am but for it does not matter. I am perfectly aware that in chatting you were creating your own world of perfection. You can tell whatever you want with anybody. You can hate them, like them, lie with them, want them or even love them. There is no limitation unless you draw the line. Rules is between you two or nothing the sort of. I don't know what came to me. Why I like to chat with him. Maybe because he is one sensible man that catches up my interests or may not be only just that but beyond.After our many cahats we became good friends talks about everything under the sun family, friends, daily life and work.We never realize how long we were chatting. What we are both aware is we both enjoyed each other's company and comfort.
One night he popped this giant questionof, if I can visit or come with him in his place of work. I laugh my hearts out because I know he was just kidding me, he is too far for me too reach. I told him I can't, its too expensive. With my much delight he told me he will find the means, will marry me and be his wife. Honestly, though I know it may not be halfway true it still touches my heart. It was only his words in effects but quite sure that words are too dangerous. He said he loves me with all his heart, body and soul but geez... I don't know what to think anymaore. We became even closer each chat that passes us by and it was admitted to us both that words can be decieving oftentimes but in my prat I am drowning. I was actually trying my luck asking him to call me on my mobile phone but fortunately after getting my number he did call.Whew... that was really something. But I still don't want to expect anything beyond the world of chat and in the world of my imagination. Though admittedly longing to the time to be with him even in my wildest dreams, too far from reality. I don't know where or how this strong feelings will be ended. Mayde in happy ending or in they live happily ever after like fairytales or it can be end up with hurts, pains, regrets or even hatred but who knows, fate knows only God knows. Whatever it may be one thing is for sure I will keep it for the rest of my life and will be a good memory that will lasts forever. Though I know it only began with our first simple chat greeting HELLO......
It was one of my ordinary Thursday afternoon watching a regular telenovela on t.tv. when an expected call came to me. It was a call center company telling me to come to their office somewhere in Ortigas to have my formal application. it took me sometime to realize what was the caller is telling me. and i smiled to myself when my mind finally absorbs the news., it is so happen that i mockingly sent my resume to them thru email a week ago. the next day i have found myself looking for thier office. I had passed their initial interviews and examination even the typing and phone assimilation tests. But when the internet using test came next, apparently failed it. for the mere reason of not knowing how the internet works.Well anyway I still have my fallback, I am actually a land title fixer.
It so happen that my brother in law is a real computer fascinated, so he had given me all his patience in teaching. He explains to me how internet is working, making my own mails sending it and the whole package of the internet usage. Because of my eagerness to learn and the fast learner in nature I understands finally the capacity of internet surfing. And even introduced myself to the wanders of chatting. Thank's to my brother in law. I have found myself enjoying making friends all over the world. All kinds of people, their nationality and culture. I rightly say that chatting has two kinds of faces. The one is the brighter side and the not so bright. Some people in the chat room are good, friendly and warm accomodating but some are mean, conceited and talks only about sex all the time.I was being lucky enough to often bumping in with the Indian people. They are nice, warn and friendly. Though I am old enough to be innocent with some adult talk but still i am. Friendship is what I am really looking for also comfort and fun but only clean good fun.
And then one night I met this guy. He is good in speakingwith. He is an Indian national, working as a computersoftware engineer in Qatar. He is younger than I am but for it does not matter. I am perfectly aware that in chatting you were creating your own world of perfection. You can tell whatever you want with anybody. You can hate them, like them, lie with them, want them or even love them. There is no limitation unless you draw the line. Rules is between you two or nothing the sort of. I don't know what came to me. Why I like to chat with him. Maybe because he is one sensible man that catches up my interests or may not be only just that but beyond.After our many cahats we became good friends talks about everything under the sun family, friends, daily life and work.We never realize how long we were chatting. What we are both aware is we both enjoyed each other's company and comfort.
One night he popped this giant questionof, if I can visit or come with him in his place of work. I laugh my hearts out because I know he was just kidding me, he is too far for me too reach. I told him I can't, its too expensive. With my much delight he told me he will find the means, will marry me and be his wife. Honestly, though I know it may not be halfway true it still touches my heart. It was only his words in effects but quite sure that words are too dangerous. He said he loves me with all his heart, body and soul but geez... I don't know what to think anymaore. We became even closer each chat that passes us by and it was admitted to us both that words can be decieving oftentimes but in my prat I am drowning. I was actually trying my luck asking him to call me on my mobile phone but fortunately after getting my number he did call.Whew... that was really something. But I still don't want to expect anything beyond the world of chat and in the world of my imagination. Though admittedly longing to the time to be with him even in my wildest dreams, too far from reality. I don't know where or how this strong feelings will be ended. Mayde in happy ending or in they live happily ever after like fairytales or it can be end up with hurts, pains, regrets or even hatred but who knows, fate knows only God knows. Whatever it may be one thing is for sure I will keep it for the rest of my life and will be a good memory that will lasts forever. Though I know it only began with our first simple chat greeting HELLO......
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